Finally the Internet is normal again...
Have been very busy lately....Well I was so dame freaking busy yesterday..dame it!! 3 reports to do..well even thou its not your job to do it since you are only the "kucing kurap" or shall we call it "Buruh kasar" or...bla bla... and yet they simply just dump everything on your tab! f*** I said to myself..ish..macam banyak kali yang outstanding ani ah..its not that I don't finishes the job before I leave my work place..the work keeps coming lo.......errggghhhh... The funny thing is even thou i complain..bising2 dengan my work..i love it because it keeps me busy the whole day.. I actually love chasing datelines...heheh crazy huh??? well wat do u noe... sampai c "boyku" pun marah..well not marah but he commented that with the pay that i received its not worthed.. but sumhow my view is different..even thou the pay is not so good compare to the work load & all the shits that you get... to me its a commitment..you received the job offer & the pay..meaning that you are willing to commit on the job..entah lah ah...i dunno..& i'm not even sure am making any sense here. FYI i brought work wif me lastnight..I have to finish it by today...shooooooooooot...
I miss "boyku" actually...really...funny guy..ada saja topic topic hangat kan d'ceta kan nya..especially kalau ada drama melayu...cali tu..i remembered the last time we went on a trip so he commented on this artist..tau ia yang pandai belakon sama inda. Hehhe...we had fun..I miss going away wif 'boyku".. I love you...& I really really miss yea............it makes me wonder if he misses me too??? hemmm..negative thoughts again..
Do you feel a constant pressure to achieve?
Do you criticize yourself when you're not perfect?
Do you feel you haven't done enough no matter how hard you try?
Do you give up pleasure in order to be the best in everything you do?
Do you have to be perfectly in control at all times?
Do you feel that any lack of control is a sign of weakness or failure?
Are you uncomfortable delegating projects to others?
Does your self-esteem depend on everyone else's opinion of you?
Do you sometimes avoid assignments because you're afraid of disappointing your boss?
Are you better at caring for others than caring for yourself?
Do you keep most negative feelings inside to avoid displeasing others?
Do you feel you can never do as good a job as other people?
Do you feel your judgment is poor?
Do you feel you lack common sense?
Do you feel like an impostor when told your work is good?
Become aware of how your stress-building beliefs affect your behavior. Replace them with more realistic and less stressful thoughts.
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