AQUARIUS~

Abstract thoughts.
Loves reality and abstract.
Intelligent and clever.
Changing personality.
Attractive.
sexiest out of everyone.
Temperamental.
Quiet, shy and humble.
Honest and loyal.
Determined to reach goals.
Loves freedom.
Rebellious when restricted.
Loves aggressiveness.
Too sensitive and easily hurt.
Gets angry really easily but does not show it.
Dislikes unnecessary things.
Loves making friends but rarely shows it.
Horny.
Daring and stubborn.
Ambitious.
Realizing dreams and hopes.
Sharp.
Loves entertainment and leisure.
Romantic on the inside not outside.
Superstitious and ludicrous.
spendthrift.

So to all zee aquarians...please tell me if most of the things I wrote above really describe you?? LOL...

Feeling Low

Too bad I asked for more when all I can have is a friend. Too bad I gave my heart when all that's needed was my hand. Too bad I fell for someone I can never have... someone who's willing to give me all but NOT love.

Woke up feeling so low....dunno why..maybe its because of my dream last nite...

Do you know...When you care for sumone so much and You are willing to fight for them but if someone cares for them better than you do, you better give up the fight because just seeing them happy, You'll know you've already won.

How often do you say "I love you" to your partner? Do you say it because you really mean it or just to please your partner..let you partner think that you really love her/him..but deep inside you..there's nothing...you don't feel it..why do we say it?? and why do we stay when we are falling apart? are you making a right decision? Until when are you planning to stay? Do you think we can have all the things like before? Some maybe staying because of the children..but why? Why should you pretend in front of the kids that mommy & daddy are such a loving couple..in reality they are on each other's throat every nite....

Is it because we are falling out of love?

Love is always bestowed as a gift - freely, willingly, and without expectation... We don't love to be loved; we love to love.

The heart is the place where we live our passions. It is frail and easily broken, but wonderfully resilient. There is no point in trying to deceive the heart. It depends upon our honesty for its survival.

Why can't we be honest with our self..we should say it if you really really love the person so much and you mean it! Why be a hypocrite??

When you are deeply in love, heartbreak can be traumatic. If you are going through a period of heartbreak, you must accept the fact that life goes on and so must you. Face those feelings of rejection and anger by acknowledging them, dealing with them, and then achieving closure. The most important thing is to get in touch with reality.

There's this place in you where your partner's finger prints still rest... your partner's kisses still linger and your partner's whispers softly echo... It's the place where a part of her/him will forever be a part of you.

It could be quite tragic to lose someone you love. But it would be really disastrous if she/he did not even know that you loved her/him. In a cynical world where love is hard to find, it is extremely important to convey your true feelings to the object of your affection. The simple yet timeless "I love you" will never fail when you try to express your feelings.

There are two kinds of sparks, the one that goes off with a hitch like a match, but it burns quickly. The other is the kind that needs time, but when the flame strikes... it's eternal, don't forget that.

The Spice of love life adds that extract strength to complement the force of romantic attraction between two hearts. The seed of love though grows from the heart, it definitely requires the occasional watering of physical love making. The touch of that special person, a kiss from your partner simply stir in a turmoil in any heart. Though words are not a good option to express you passion....

Blessed are those that can give without remembering and take without forgetting

Heya.................I noe lama dah nda update the blog...seriously ill..n then bz with family function..

Let me share wif you all my activities from Thursday untill Sunday activities...

Thursday :

8:00am - 12:00pm : Working even my voice nda kuar, kata my cuz I* my voice mcm itik tepirik..

1.00pm - 3.30pm : Drive laju2 sal I have a dentist appointment..(Doctor nya hensem).. on time plang.....
Then tarus jumpa Dr. Gila atu..dat Doctor shud attend to patient nya dulu kan... kira top
priority jua tu tani..but instead he attend nurse nya yang lawa atu plang!!!!!!!!!!!!! Blabbering about sumthing not concerning me...Sewel banar............then wen back to kb...jumpa my parents & the siblings....WINDU SANGAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!....................


mlm tyme : Since suara mcm itik tepirik...so biasa lah kana ketawa kan...nda apa...my aunt Hjh Bibi urut kan....wah lagi sakit gila....but ok lah..anything to get rid of the demam.... my chipsmore msg late at nite..ia transit sumwhere..but i was totally out so i didn't read the msg bnr2...so sorry hun....

Friday :

Early in the morning sudah ke rumah my ma'uda...siok lah..hang out wif all my cuzin...waawaahh....I'm abit ok lah...cikit saja tau...masih demam..bawa2 rasa lah...But the good thing wif our family (mum's side) when ever ada function..we gotong royong...my grand ma jadi principle of course..since ia head chef...mummy jadi assistant chef...yang lain mcm kami ani iz juz kuli kang saja lah...hehehehhe.......but syok sal ada saja yang cali nya..pi mlm scape...hehehehhe....bahapa???? :) hahahha....nda bleh share ah.........

Saturday:

Emmm...bad news...can't breath...so masuk hospital injek jubur...huahuaaa...caya kah??? nda lah...asthma.. pi lapas atu charging..mengopi sama mumy di seria arah CA Muhammad...marah my sis...so today kami sambung keraja since smlm dah scape..takut kena marah..so ambil point kerja rajin2...

Mlm function starts after Isya prayer..I was already drowsy...jadi penyambut kejap then...terus naik ke bilik my cousin n tidur...sampai semua org cari....it's not getting any better...hemmm....susah juga ya...

Sunday:

Woke up early plang....sal semangat kan bali kasut untuk futsal...hehehhe....rasa jua tu...so I wen wif durang my best buddy A* & E*...drg lah yang pilih kan...I bought the latest nike Snickers...warna merah......Thanx Hun...sumhow I juz realise I miss him so muchy today.....dunno why??

So we played futsal di indoor car park ya...I was injured..bola kana mata....so I nangis sal sakit...pi boleh continue main lagi...hehhehehe...team kami menang lagi hehehehhe..1 - 0 ...balek rumah pengsan...sal ngalih gila.........hahha..

Sekian atu saja...laporan dari Thursday till Sunday saya...

Thoughts of the day...

Today, you'll leave the man you thought you don't love; tomorrow, you'll find out you really love him. Ten years from now, you'll be in the park watching him play with his daughter, you'll ask him her name and he'll say, "same as yours..."

An orgasm a day keeps the doctor away

Sob.......sob......me nada suara....

Woke up this morning,knowing I had difficulties to swallow my food last nite..so i tried to speak la this morning.....confirmed nada suara kuar...

Huahuahuaaa...gila man..I have two meetings today..one in the morning and one in the afternoon..gila how am I suppose to attend to our guests ni??? Jangan panic..I asked c Z* for help..so she did all the talking for me..LOL

The man will be coming back besok at noon...Yeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaa......

I hope to get mc for 2 days plang..hahhaha..mcm malas kan kerja..since Saturday ani lagi ada function arah my aunt sal durang kan pergi Hajj...

bah eh..kan berambus dah nie.. mana tau kana injek di *****...LOL..ada kan org sakit suara kana injek di arah atu??? LOL

Thoughts of the day for you johns and janes

By all means marry; if you get a good wife, you'll become happy; if you get a bad one, you'll become a philosopher.

Why are women ... so much more interesting to men than men are to women?

If I have been of service, if I have glimpsed more of the nature and essence of ultimate good, if I am inspired to reach wider horizons of thought and action, if I am at peace with myself, it has been a successful day.

Ellow peeps...yea yea just another hectic day..not feeling well but still good ... maybe down with a flu..sore throat.. I had to turn down supper with S* last night..no feeling well dude..maybe next time aja k...

"D'man" sms me last night..I received quiet alot of his sms for 1 day..very unusual activity (hahah..not that i'm complaining) even when he's in town..his messages maybe once or twice a day..but last nite..more than 10 sms..hehehe..he must have miss me alot eh...yang classic nya he miss me when I'm angry & menyamal..HAH I'am penyamal!!! You tell me if there's any women in this world inda menyamal?? I bet you semua penyamal!

I read my bro punya blog this morning & I'm so touched...thanx bro A*... I know we can be a pain in the ass at time..me & D* of course...and yet we are still close..the friendship that we have is still going stronger as ever...but bro..There is a few things I'm not ready to tell or share it with you..I 'm not to spill the beans until one day it may have to come out...You'll be the 1st person that I turned to...likewise bro..if you need a shoulder to cry on..I'll be there for you...

Thoughts for the day....

If a man does not keep pace with his companions, perhaps it is because he hears a different drummer. Let him step to the music which he hears, however measured or far away.

Fat people are brilliant in bed. If I'm sitting on top of you, who's going to argue?

Yea.......my man juz sms me from *****...wa......miss him but wat to do..I juz need to get use to not having him around la..

Am still stuck d'office..dun feel well..macam kan demam saja...but i have to attend to guest organizing this jewelery exhibition and havoc banar..boring eh...women org kitani ani telampau loud..entah mcm circus sudah di Business centre ani...I dun noe how they organise the event..mana lagi with babies crying and small kids running around..piranha lagi..baru jua kena serve makanan sudah tah ia mcm pusu...non stop eh org F&B membawa makanan.. ish.......

Apa kan masa nie yang durang sebok pasal mak andam ani?? These bunch of ladies at the age of 40++ were bitching about it..they were loud even org mati pun kedengaran kali..I only listen to the 1st part (eh i wasn't eavesdropping ah..they were loud) sudah dekat part2 climax atu malas tah kan dengar..they were laughing their head off..ada2 saja... gross eweeeeeee....

I'm tired, dun feel well, lapar lagi.....gila tah jua banar.............I need to rest after this.....karang nda tebangun lagi...bah ok dulu chow... oh biasa..for you lot


The friendship between a man and a woman which does not lead to marriage or desire for marriage may be a life long experience of the greatest value to themselves and to all their circle of acquaintance and of activity; but for this type of friendship both a rare man and a rare woman are needed. Perhaps it should be added that either the man or the woman thus deeply bound in lifelong friendship who seeks marriage must find a still rarer man or woman to wed, to make such a three cornered comradeship a permanent success.

Gravitation is not responsible for people falling in love.

I hold it true, whate'er befall; I feel it, when I sorrow most; 'Tis better to have loved and lost Than never to have loved at all.


Well it's true..it's better to have loved and lost than never have loved at all...hemmm...oh well..today i was really late for work..I woke up at 8ish am & tarus mandi...That's the 1st time I datang kerja lambat..I never datang akhir..Even we start work at 8..if I come in at 7.45..i wuld be in a bad mood..to me its late..I have to be in the office by 7.30am...how's dat??? That's the thing with me..when it comes to appointment kah or date kah...if you say 8pm I expect you to be there at 8 and I always make sure I'll be on time (Selalunya on time lah!) but if dat particular person belum datang I wuld marah gila...

last nite I went out wif my two best buddy c A* & E*, we watch Casino Royale..di Empire...well actually I dun watch movie catu but ksian jua kan so i wen lah..mcm jadi chaperon..hehehe..durang couple me nada..gigit jari saja.. But the most important thing is movie nya siok..hero nya mcm sexy...waaaa....matanya sexy gila....waaaaaaaaaaa........its not like James Bond yang lain2 tu.. tis James Bond is Brutal..sexy brutal...ya...see it for yourself then you'll know what i mean..surprising I was wide a wake till the end of the movie..slalunya if its James..James Bong (very d terengganuish) I definitely fall asleep..as I said earlier the Hero ~ sexy brutal..hehehe...

Bah ok lah....below the usual before i log out...

Your body needs to be held and to hold, to be touched and to touch. None of these needs is to be despised, denied, or repressed. But you have to keep searching for your body's deeper need, the need for genuine love. Every time you are able to go beyond the body's superficial desires for love, you are bringing your body home and moving toward integration and unity.

WHAT IS GOING ON??

Am back...its nearly tyme to go home but biasa lah while waiting for the clock to strike at 4.30 (biasalah Monday..semestinya kan balik on the dot) might as well update the blog kan....hehehe

Love is not automatic. It takes conscious practice and awareness, just like playing the piano or golf. However, you have ample opportunities to practice. Everyone you meet can be your practice session.

Ish...sumtimes it's best for us not to go out especially meeting with your old flame..but at times kitani ani yg jenis belurus kan to us it just sumthing innocent..we will always think that..eh the past is the past , we move on...so we end up going out and catch up with the latest updates ...then from just tea to dinner lagi..then supper...then non stop from just one day it leads to another...well kira nya innocent since both are committed wif sumone..but the funny thing is kadang2 old flame ani buleh kah ia jealous that you have to meet up with your man/woman?? Ish apa kan?? Inda kan d bagitau that you have to set a limits...this lunch/dinner/supper or watever..does not mean anything or will lead to anything....ish mental tah jua banar.....hemmm...

my man haven't sms or call me the whole day today...i guess he must be to tight up with meetings or nada service d tempat nya...because he mentioned that to call brunei mesti pakai land line...biartah ia...

Oh well..untuk renungan semasa ,

Happiness resides not in possessions and not in gold, the feeling of happiness dwells in the soul.A man who works with his hands is a laborer; a man who works with his hands and his brain is a craftsman; but a man who works with his hands and his brain and his heart is an artist.

What? Oh that's just my personality. Where's yours?

Good Morning......... Yes its Monday...normally it'll be a drag to come in to work especially wen its Monday..but not today..I had an early start today, all part of my body aching after yesterday...but the good thing is I had fun playing futsal..hehehe..I know everyone was VERY surprise with me wanting to join the hotel futsal team.. " She's good with the shopping & other things but not anything related to sports.." hah say watever you want to say... Hah.. But I played yesterday & I enjoyed it very much plus our team won 1-0 yesterday.. even when the rain was pouring heavily yesterday we continued the game till we scored some points...

Congrats to A* & J* on your engagement...we are happy for both you..Wuuuhuuuuu...

Miss you sweetheart..........

Bah gtg...will update you lot later...my badan olready the sore everywhere...here's sumthing for you before I leave...

A sense of humor is part of the art of leadership, of getting along with people, of getting things done."

Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss and endswith a tear

A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was never ment to be and you just have to let it go.

Gee....soooooo sleepy...need to sleep...didn't get any sleep lastnite...me & my girl friend had a good talk till morning...was already in the office by 6 a.m...belive me...

Waaaa...its a good news for me that A* is starting to call E* very often now ya...I hope sumthing big will happen btw this two...am so sorry bro....it's not dat i dun have the time for you anymore...it's always wrong timing...

I'll be playing street soccer tomorrow ya...hemm but am receiving alot of negative comments from my close friends...esp. my man... " U dun have anything else to do kah kan main soccer ani " very disapproving comment ya.. some even say that I'm too girlish to even play...try recalling this movie "Gol & Gincu"...I feel bad not having all the support from you lot...at least I have one friend c S*, he said to me..it's ok if I'm not good with soccer at least I come in style....hahahah...I love u for saying that S* n ur the man!

Enuf....sumthing to think about...

"If you love somebody, set them free. If they return, they were always yours. If they don't, they never were."

"Men are all asshole..and yet we woman love those asshole"

Je manque mon homme déjà. ..is cet amour ?

I miss my man already...is this love??

Something missing when you're not there.....

Feeling those butterflies inside of me when you're near...

Cant get enough of you when we are together.......

Feeling dishearten when no sms from you....

Feeling at ease when hearing your voice.....

There's just so many things I wanted to say...but...

Is there any cure for all this feelings???

Life is too short to waste

Las chicas están como mariposas, bonito mirar, duro agarrar, pero el valor la persecución.

Girls are like butterflies,pretty to look at,hard to catch, but worth the chase.


Feeling kindda low.. Didn't get much sleep last nite...so many things happening..will be working late again tonite...Urgghh...Expecting sumthing wonderfull to happen tonite..heheheh...oh well as what they always say ' life is too short, so make use of the time wisely...(HUAHAAA)..

Here is a quote for you lads & lassies to think about;

The 50-50-90 rule: Anytime you have a 50-50 chance of getting something right, there's a 90% probability you'll get it wrong

Le bon jour à toutes les belles dames & les beaux hommes lisant ce blog...

Yeap I finally create one for myself...thanx to both of my sis..the big D and the small A..will continue later..the food is here...........the stomach must be fed on time...