MARCHIES

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALL THE "MARCHIANS" (MARCH) ooooh........so many birthday...first its abang, then daddy, then mumy...then abg ajip & pol...pokai eh........hehehheh....

darling will be away again for 5 days or more...sigh....so wat will i be doing?? sure m gonna miss him..hope i won be sick lagi like last tyme he wen off to India kah...i was so sick...I wish i culd join him but cant.

I also miss A*...he'll be gone for 2 wks..umrah...siok nya....best giler...............sapa tah kan dangan ni? Dee will be off to s'pore for 4 days...c M* ke states... I will be stuck here then.. I WANNA GO...I DUN WAN 2 STAY HERE..I WILL BE LONELY.. boring jua eh.. I wish i can go sumwhere..enjoy myself ..relax.. refreshing..its unfair that M* was having fun 2 nytes in a row.. HU HAAA...me nada??!!! why?? well since he'll b gone, i better plan the weekend..have it handy..heheh..who knows..maybe HUUHAA di labuan..lama dah nda HUUHAA wif the cuzins..hemmm dats a thought... better plan it wif them..it'll be more thrilling if the rest of the groups go..hahahahha..pacah labuan tu..last tyme i wen there It was the "BEST WEEKEND EVER" but balek kana marah leh daling..apa lah marah..ish selalu tah tu..oh well................bah let me get on wif my plans..Vavai.....

MIRI Anyone???

MY Sadness

I LOVE YOU..... but do you say it for the sake of just saying it or you really meant wat you said... It's difficult to noe if ur partner really mean it... especially when that someone is wif someone else... hey as wat some people says sharing is caring???? aiks.... But do you noe it really hurts to hear them saying "I LOVE YOU" to the other person.... but what can you do....u were given a choice either to pursue or to let go....you want it.. so face it. Sometimes it's difficult to even put a straight face when you just heard their lovely conversation and ending it with the "LOVE U".... Why??? Can't blame anyone for this coz you wanted it that way - AGAIN face it...You just wish you culd run away and not hear the conversation...sometimes it makes you think if this is for real...or you're just some bimbo that they bedded to satisfied their needs....

Gee..you just love being around him/ her...being together is so thrilling... and the loved for eachother is different...but untill when?? let time decide and just follow the flow....its an indefinite relationship..most of them never last...sum lasted for one year...sum continues for a very very long time....... You culd find sumone better that doesn't belong to sumone else..but he/she is the one you wuld still want to be wif...even if you dun wake up every morning beside each other..not receiving the hugs & kisses every day....he/she tried to full fill your needs even thou they cant be around you as well & we should appreciate that..at least we dun feel 100% abandon by them..they do make an effort to do everything for you..

My sadness.........is this for real.............???