Its hard not to know where you stand...simply lost..but now I know this would not last.. without you saying it I think I would know where I stand.
Thank you so much for being so kind..and having me even thou its only for short period to you..but we have been through quiet alot...I've committed my heart in its entirety...
I dun know how to say it out when we are face to face..we never talk about us...I truly adore your commitments with your work..I understand you just work so hard to get things going..I would never try to do anything that spoils the time when we are together since time were never always on our side.. But Beb...am suffering..deep inside me I'm hurt...but all this while I just keep things to myself and never say a word.. afraid you'll go mad.....
I have tried to adapt to your ways but nothing seems to satisfied you..sometime when things goes wrong..I get the blame even thou I have nothing to do with it..and yet I take it..i always said to myself its alrite..you are just so stress out..plenty on your plate...I have to understand you because I want to be with you...but until when? Everyone is asking me until when?? I have suffered quiet alot for this past few months...but I dun noe until when I can take it..but beb..I'm no longer strong....I can't fake it anymore..my loneliness and my suffering....
I think its time for me to go...I dun want to burden you..If we are meant for each other..you'll come around..but if we are not...then thats just it..I have tried my best..I'm so ready... I always tell my frens " If you love somebody, set them free. If they return, they were always yours. If they don't, they never were.." If I let myself go knowing that I have to go but doesn't want to go..I know its 'love'...Deep in my heart I still love you but I don't see that you love me the way I do...why hurt each other....its hard but someone have to say it....that's the end of my love life..........thank you.....
